so ya

Ok so i know i post depressing entries....but i guess thats kinda who i am. I work on trying to be happy but things just seeem to get me down. Well tongiht i went to the bars w/ chad and jenny and thats was a fun time! I met a couple of women even tho nothing happened...it was good to get out and get my confidence level back up (since someone totally destroyed every ounce of life in me). I had a good time! I bought a new CD today....its Fort Minor! The lead singer off of linkin park has created his own CD and the songs kick ass! I cant stop listenting to them they are that good!

Well on the brighter side of today....my cousin called me and said that my new kittens are ready to be picked up! My last cat ran away or died...so my parents need new cats to help around the house. They will be outdoor like our previous ones to help keep the mice away. So i get to be the first to see them! that will kcik ass! Aslo econ 221 just finished today....and i took the final. I missed one question on the final!!! I was so happy! My final grade was a 97%!!! I missed a total of 4 points on the homework/quizes/final!!! So you can tell that it was a low scoring class.....but thats not the best part! The prof has said he is going to curve the grades! So i will more than likely get over a 100%!!!! im syked! Well i better get to bed......drinking has worn me out...later yall!

Likes-
-Hot women
-Getting A's in classes, specially econ!
-hanging w/ friends
-Drinking the night away!

Dislikes
-trying to get over the woman who i still love dearly....sigh.....

Song-Believe me by fort minor

sigh...

So im now living in my apartment....its #631 at windermere so come visit. Well i am taking econ 221...which is stats baiscally and surprisinly im Acing that class! We have had 3 quizes and i have practacally gotten perfects on them! So that makes me happy. Well on the bad note.....val dumped me again and for good this time. 20 months gone......Its been over a week since she did it but i am still very hurt and upset. I gave everything for her...and i loved her w/ all my heart. I know i am not perfect but i guess my loving her wasnt enough.....and the last time we talked she made it sound like it was all my fault and went off on me....which hurt even more. She even said fuck you to me.....that breaks my heart everytime i think about it. Dont think of me as the innoncent one and her as the bitch ok? Apparently i always do that so i am the fucking idiot in her eyes and i am the fucking loser ok everyone? Sorry i am just still very bitter and hurt. I dont think there has been a night i havnet cried over her.....i did a lot for her and i was always trying to make it work and i never thoguht about giving up. I guess i didnt do that good of a job as a b/f because i doubt she even loves me now....and that is the dagger in the heart. 20 months.....it hurts so badly....i will post sometime soon...later all

POC-85% self explanitory
Likes-my best friend neek and my other friends

Dislikes-
-20 months gone
-broken hearted
-life

Song of the week-Escape by Craig Armstrong (its the song in the patriot trailer at the end where the words come up as before they were heroes etc.)