sigh...
So im now living in my apartment....its #631 at windermere so come visit. Well i am taking econ 221...which is stats baiscally and surprisinly im Acing that class! We have had 3 quizes and i have practacally gotten perfects on them! So that makes me happy. Well on the bad note.....val dumped me again and for good this time. 20 months gone......Its been over a week since she did it but i am still very hurt and upset. I gave everything for her...and i loved her w/ all my heart. I know i am not perfect but i guess my loving her wasnt enough.....and the last time we talked she made it sound like it was all my fault and went off on me....which hurt even more. She even said fuck you to me.....that breaks my heart everytime i think about it. Dont think of me as the innoncent one and her as the bitch ok? Apparently i always do that so i am the fucking idiot in her eyes and i am the fucking loser ok everyone? Sorry i am just still very bitter and hurt. I dont think there has been a night i havnet cried over her.....i did a lot for her and i was always trying to make it work and i never thoguht about giving up. I guess i didnt do that good of a job as a b/f because i doubt she even loves me now....and that is the dagger in the heart. 20 months.....it hurts so badly....i will post sometime soon...later all
POC-85% self explanitory
Likes-my best friend neek and my other friends
Dislikes-
-20 months gone
-broken hearted
-life
Song of the week-Escape by Craig Armstrong (its the song in the patriot trailer at the end where the words come up as before they were heroes etc.)
posted by Franchise @ 2:08 AM
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1 Comments:
Rob, I know how you feel bud. However, the quicker you realize that you are better off without someone who makes you feel bad about yourself, the quciker you can move on to find someone who makes you feel great all the time without all the B.S.
We all have our faults, I'll grant you that logic. However, if she wasn't smart enough to see how great of a dude you were to her, than she wasn't worth your time in the long run.
You'll have to come down to Indy so I can buy you beer or something dude. Just remember: We're never sure how things will turn out in a relationship, we just hope we can survive whatever happens.
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